The Secret Life Of A Hotwife (Chapter 13) – Sex Brings Emotion

Julie brings up a friend of hers that is in a polyamorous relationship. She thinks it sounded like things were going well for a time between me, Scott and Mark, we almost had a polyamorous thing going on. She says that her friends seemed quite happy. They are a two-women and one man set-up who all live together.  Sometimes they have sex together but not always. They’re also very honest and open with each other about their sexuality. Julie tells us that she thought it was weird at first, but they have fun parties and seem to care about each other more than most couples do these days.

I agree with her and really think polyamory, more than two people involved in a sexual relationship, can work. It has to be the right people. I thought Mark would be the one it would work with. That was my mistake. He knew from the beginning that I would never be “his”. We had such amazing times that he pretended he was fine with being in second place, but in the end I think he wanted to be a couple, perhaps marriage, with just one devoted woman. I couldn’t fault him for that, but he didn’t have to be such a dick to me at the end after I had done nothing but loved him and was always good to him. He couldn’t talk to me. He wasn’t honest with me and that’s what ultimately kills any relationship. That’s why even though I have had other lovers, my relationship with Scott remains so strong, it’s the communication.